Tuesday, January 31, 2012

Feel awful.



Went for brunch with Wil, Cs and Mr teo! Saw lots of familiar faces when i entered dunman and at the same time, i saw lots of UNFAMILIAR faces. Tmr's the bgirls first match of the season. All the best~~ Honestly, i really feel like going back to dunman and help them win the championship again since i missed my chance last year. That was the ultimate regret in my life. I think we didn't get the champ title is because i wasn't a good captain because i didn't pull the team together and play as one. Ahhh.. and i'm pretty certain that coach was really upset with my performance that season. Even i agreed that i didn't do well!



Isn't it saddening to know that you did all the things to make people accept you and went about letting them get what they want or doing what they want you to but in the end... because of one hurtful comment it questioned everything you thought you were before and made you think what you actually are isn't actually what you think you are. The most ironic thing is that a stranger who completely knows nothing about you, not even your full name, thinks that way. I always tell myself 'mind over body' but why in this case, it doesn't seem to be working. Why is that so? (I'm not emoing. I'm just feeling puzzled :))

On the brighter note, i got my Galaxy S2! yay.

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