I want....

TO RIDE ON A HORSE ON MY BDAY!!! :)

Why? Cause i think that they are the most majestic animals on the face of this earth! That and.... that was the first animal that i ever dared to touch in my whole entire life. I think that they are strong and fearless. Idk why i got this concept of horses... but i think it has something to do with that time when i watched 'War horse'.

There's training tmr and plans after that! ;)

There's training on monday and the orientation camp is getting nearer. I am stoke abt the trainings and plan but am dreading the orientation part.

(this may seem random...)

I hate it when i let someone decide things for me even when i don't really like doing it. The worst part is that i eventually end up doing the things that they want me to do. I hate it i hate it i hate it i hate it!!!!

I also hate it when I can't make a stand for myself, i hate it when i can't voice out what i really want, I hate what i am becoming and i hate what i am right now.