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LOVE THIS CLASS! 5A <3

Orientation was okay i guess? I mean... i wasn't too happy nor was i unhappy with the class. What i'm trying to say is... after being with 5A for the past 3 years, going into this entirely new class with not a single familiar soul around feels kinda lonely and totally not right. I feel outta place. I talked to a few people today but i still don't feel like i belong to that class. I know everyone feels that way too but....i just don't like it you know? I don't like the fact that in 5A, I and all my other classmates belonged. But in a blink of an eye, everything's over and now i have to start from square one and find a place in the class. Ahh. I am so unhappy now.

Oh and a thing that really pissed me off was this girl in my class. She dropped something on the floor. I offered to pick it up for her but she turned me down and said 'No. It's not really impt and i can picked it up afterwards' in a stuck up voice and gave me that 'get away from me asshole' kinda look. I don't wana sound mean but honestly?!?! Are you kidding me?! You could had just turned me down in a polite manner. Fucked up seriously! Ok she looked kinda sick and seems like she's dying but i don't think that's an excuse to treat someone whom she do not know who wana do something good for her in this manner. No matter how tired or grouchy she feels, she should control her emotions. She is definitely on my black list alrdy. Full stop.

Ahhh i feel like running now. I feel so vexed but i can't run cause of my knee. I wana do something to keep my mind blank. Nvm, i shall listen to music then. Sigh~

The good thing is i don't feel lonely in class cause there's this girl name Jia Rui. She's okay! I mean i like her but i don't think i really categorize her as my friend cause it's just day one. Haha we'll see :) Oh and there's a StHildas volleyballer in my class!

I wana relive those moments that mean a lot to me. I miss everything and everyone in my old life. And by old life, i meant the people who meant a lot to be a year ago.