Just gottan my GPA result today and it was DISAPPOINTING. Let's just say..... i have to get a GPA of 3.4 next sem to get a GPA of 3 for the year. So, next month is gonna be challenging. But I have to do better than what I can. Cause.... I WANA GET INTO SIT! What course?.... It's a secret! :)
Stressssssss. Everyone around me seems to be doing very well and for the first time, I feel like a loser. Don't get me wrong. I am happy for my friends that they got the results that they want but I am just unhappy with mine. This includes volleyball too. Ahh. I am losing confidence in everything.
Fyi, I am not feeling sad or emotional over anything. I am just disappointed by my performance for this whole year.
Not being able to perform well for my first pol-ite, having to do super badly for the first sem and I'm doing badly for beach right now. So demoralizing. Haiiiiiiii.
Anyway, I am finally 18! I am super grateful that I have awesome friends like Jasmine, Jiaen, Sheila, Hao, Cs, Wilson, Marshall, Yongjian and alot more. Especially Sean! He planned my bday and stuffs. Oh and my father's going to buy sparkling wine cause I told him I wana try them since I am 18!
Lastly, HAPPY BIRTHDAY BIRD! ~~~~~~~
Trying to keep up but suddenly it feels overwhelming.
Drowned in anxieties. Counting on faith, that's all I can do.
No one to lean on to? Afraid not,
A pair of legs will do! :)
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