Finally the week is coming to an end. After this week, the rest of the July will be KINDA slack. Not VERY but KINDA. 2 projects were due this week, had 2 polite games this week and FNB test too. I am soooo going to fail or just pass FNB for sure. I won't get higher than a C if i pass! This is so saddening.... Haha okay not really cause I am pretty glad that it's over and i can't wait for the weekend! I'm going to Sam's chalet with TPVB :)
FNB isn't the only bad news I faced this week. After 2 matches of the polite games, I feel that I am freaking lousy! I have no idea what is going on with me when i am on the court. I CANT SPIKE ANY MORE. Ahhhh! I am so frustrated with myself. I really don't know what to do! :( But.. there's training tomorrow. Hopefully, I will be able to get my touch back. If no....... I think the chances of me being subbed out is kinda high. Really! I won't blame the coach cause if I was the coach, I would have probably bench me during the second match after witnessing the first match performance.
Anyway, after being in TP for approximately 4 months, i found that the only people that i feel comfortable with are my team mates! I really can tell them ANYTHING that ranges from snail to the most ridiculous thing like perhaps... different poly names like BEDOK POLY, etc. And I can speak freely (as in with vulgarities) when i am with my team mates. I don't usually use the word FUCK with my classmates. I don't really know why though. But for me, my definition of feeling comfortable with someone is when i actually use the F word without feeling awkward or afraid that I will actually offend someone.
I am really glad that I know a bunch of most awesome people in the world (Jiaen, Jas, Shikin, Cs, Sean, Hao, TPVB and alot more). I am really thankful!
Okay I have to get my form back and win polite champs with the team and the guys team! ^^
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