Well........ I sorta, kinda wish it did. At least then, I will be able to know where am I headed to without working towards something. I mean.. I still don't have any clue what that 'something' is yet and sometimes it gets a little frustrating till I questioned myself whether those unfortunate ones should, if they could, take over my body and do something useful with it since most of them got a goal and a vision of what they want to achieve in or do whereas for me, when I think about the future all I see is just a blank white page (not blue, not orange, not red, just white) filled with question marks and exclamation marks.
I don't actually know why but this worries me.
I started thinking about what I want to achieve in life since secondary 2 but till now, all I got is nothing. I don't even know if taking HTM in poly was the right choice for me. I am still doubting my choice. Heck! I doubt every choice that I've ever made. What's new?!
Okay just a train of thoughts about my future. I am certainly not being emotional. That's for sure! It's soooooo not my thing. Gdnight :)
"As we strain to grasp the things we desire, the things we think will make our life better, money, popularity, fame, we ignore the things that truly matter. The simple things like friendship, family, love, the things we probably had" -Lucas S.
